A lot of people at work are asking me if I am ready for my vacation and I say to them yes and no. I am excited because after seven years I can finally go back and see my family in the Philippines but I am worried about leaving my daughters and my husband here at home for that long and now it is killing me. I do not know how my daughters can handle when my son and I are away from them. They are close always playing and fighting. I am also worried about the expenses but I know we will be okay. I am worried about what to expect when I am in the Philippines I am sure everything is different already.